Rarely, I would type this in english,
perhaps my mind is still contented with all the english words, still....
Finally, the final exam has finally ended..
Finally, I get my mood to update the blog.
Wow, wOw, woW...
Today's exam paper really shocked me...
Audit & Assurance, and Financial Management are the only two papers we sat for..
Experienced the disappointed from the 1st semester result,
so I hoped this time would be different, better off..
AA is the subject I fear off, the most, coz even I write to the fullest,
pour out all the things from my mind, satisfied myself with all the ''knowledgeable-look'' answer,
I still can't give any assurance on my result.
I try on most of exercise in the Revision Kit, and the past year,
I could hardly get marks, probably just a half, probably just for passing.
But, this is not my target.
Maybe I am a bit greedy, or in another saying, I am more ambitious,
I do hope for an A, for so long before.
I could not, however, aim so for this time.
Compromise my target, to make my life easier...
I set a high expectation over the exam question of AA
Anyway, I was still satisfied as I could answer it,
again, I tried my best, not daring to expect the correctness of answers, even.
Sometimes, expectation really means something to us..
When you think something is hard, you must slog very hard for that,
then you would find it could be easier than expected..
This is what we (some of my friends, too) felt...
Really relieved for the AA exam...Thanks GOD =)
Come to the FM exam...
After AA exam, there were only 2 days left for FM...
So, before these, I have spent a few days on FM exercise,
knowing that it would be impossible for me to cope with all of them in 2days...
The past year exam seems do-able for us,
at least, it is expectable and reasonable for our standard..
however,
today's exam paper really shocked me...
though I entered the exam hall 15min before the exam start,
I was considered late and have no choice but to sit at the most-front seat...
Actually it was really not a big deal, though I prefer to sit in the middle
the point is, the invigilators were too noisy and annoying~
kept chit-chatting without knowing that I was staring at them for a few times...
especially when I was so frustrated and helpless with the questions...
Back to the question paper..
After I plied through for the first few minutes,
I found that the only question I could answer is the last question...
For the rest, what I could say,
the small part is do-able, and the larger part is 'non-do-able'..
In the past year questions,
most of them are on calculation which most of the information were given
what we need to do is just to calculate and comment, with the application of what we have learnt
Nonetheless, the questions appeared to be opinion basis..
and for all the 3 question, they were not broken into parts,
instead, appeared to be 12m, 13m, 14m...
OMG, i counted all the marks for non-do-able parts...
Aggregated, it consists of almost 40 marks..
After I have done all I can,
I found that my exam sheets were leaving with a lot of blanks,
which I had never tried in any exam..
Not knowing what area should I comment, and so not knowing what to calculate..
No calculation how to elaborate???
Felt so helpless, but no idea,
forcing myself to write as much as possible...
hoping for the "sympathise marks" : (
The annoying chit-chatting voice come to my ears...
I kept on writing while staring at them for a few minutes in between...
The time flies and soon, exam ended...
It's time for us to have some fun after suffering for quite some time...
Yet, no one has the mood...
Leaving the college hall like a corpse,
b'coz I didn't have a good sleep these few days,
and the disappointment was really presented on my face...
My friend saw me, greeting me by saying that
"what happen to you? look so 'chan'..."
hahahaha....ya, look so poor n still not getting any return from the efforts...=(
so mournful, Mr Lawrence, who set the question for the first time
has really given us a great surprise...
He had done this in the interim exam,
I thought it would be better off bcoz this is a final...
Yea, I should say, he's better off,
at least there's no mistake in setting of question...
just I doubt that,
he was aiming to fail most of the candidates... > <
I am a hardworking student
I am not used to give any excuse on my own failure
Yet, I do feel really unreasonable of the questions..
Did he expect we could write like what's mentioned in revision kit?
If we can, we can surely make our own publishing already, my dear~~
after all, what we can do now is just to hope and wait
wait for the exam-result to be announced..
hope for miracles...hope for the threshold to be lowered..
I pray, for the best, not knowing what would be the best possibility of my result..
Really, I hope that my CGPA won't fall again...
Finally, the final exam has finally ended..
I can start on doing what I planned to do, during the period of revision..
Same, as always, my plan would seldom be fulfilled...
never mind, what I have to do now is to rest for a few days...
Then would have a trip, soon would start my internship...
The holidays are just too short..
Another challenging life would come soon...
Telling myself to be tough, stronger, and more capable ...
Fighting, Gambateh, JiaYou, I-geo-ra!!!
